BEING AN EMPATH AND LIVING WITH ANXIETY

Living with anxiety and the fear of anxiety attacks is horrible. You never know when it might creep in and ruin something amazing. Whether it being a situation, an opportunity, a relationship or just a good day. When you do feel it lurking, you panic. Because you know that it’s just a matter of time before you can’t breathe, before the hyperventilation and tears kicks in, before you feel like your heart is going to rip out your chest, before you get claustrophobic from being in your own body and just have to get out. It is terrifying. It’s like being a prisoner in your own head and you feel like you just want to rip off your entire skin....

Hvad sker der Danmark?

Hej alle sammen! Har valgt at skrive dette indlæg på dansk, da det egentligt er mest relevant for folk i DK. Sagen er den, at min mormor i lørdags blev indlagt på Herlev hospital. Hun kunne ikke trække vejret og blødte helt ekstremt ud af det højre øre. Hun blev hurtigt sendt til scanning, da man mistænkte, at der måske var tale om en blodprop i lungerne. Derefter blev hun sendt i isolation, da man også mistænkte, at der var tale om en infektion med smittefare. Det går stille og roligt op for mig, at hospitalet virkelig er underbemandet. Sygeplejerskerne har så travlt. De smider om sig med blodigt bandage, både på gulvet og i min mormors seng. Samt har...

Where I get my colored lenses

Hi loves! A little quick post to show you where I buy my colored contacts and what color is my favorite! I have two pairs from two different sites and one of them is definitely better than the other. I have a pair from desiolens.com in the color “Creamy Beige”. These contacts are super comfortable to wear! Can’t feel them at all. The color is super nice too, but they are not super “life like” – you can clearly see you’re wearing contacts, which is never nice lol. So I decided to try the Solotica lenses instead. Bought a pair from solotica.co.uk in the color “Hidrocor Mel”. Now these contacts are way more expensive so I was excited to try...

I FEEL OLD

So I turn 25 in less than two weeks, but that’s not why I feel old, at all actually. My mind feels old. I feel like my mind has aged 10 years in one year. Looking back at myself one year ago, on my decisions, my thoughts, and my whole approach to life, just feels so foreign to me now. I was visiting my grandmother the other day and we just sat there and talked for hours about life. Life, life, life. What is life even? The never ending question. We talked about how we both acted growing up. The past year I’ve grown a lot and so has she. She’s in the 80’ies and still discovering new ways to...

I’m Back Bitches

Hi guys! I’m back!!   Maybe third time’s the charm lol. Gonna keep the blog vibes the same as when I left it, AND adding some gaming posts! Because lets face it, I’m a geek to the bones. Maybe a little more smalltalk too who knowz.     First things first, an update on my trip to LA: I just got home from a 5-week trip to one of my favorite cities, Los Angeles. I went to visit all of the amazing friends, that I’ve gathered there during the past years. I’ve been in LA four times now and the city just keeps growing on me. There’s a lot of talk about the place being poisoned and filled with fake...

My Biggest Fear

As I write this post, a lot of stuff is going through my mind. Do I really wish to actually write this post? Do I really wish to see my biggest fear written down in front of me? Am I giving it life by writing it down? Am I making it real? Or am I letting it go? I don’t know. But it scares me. As a lot of you guys probably already noticed, I am beyond fascinated by the Universe and everything that exist outside and inside of it. I am fascinated by Earth and the human race. So much self-destruction. So much hate. So much sorrow. So much darkness. Yet there’s still so much light everywhere we go....

Being Alone

Hi Guys. I know I’ve been M.I.A. for a couple of months now. Don’t know why actually. Just think my mind has been going through some stuff. But I’m back (for now).. These days I feel a little weird though. The sun is bursting out and people are crawling out to drink wine and eat good food together. The social media is overflowing with pictures, videos etc. people hanging out and enjoying the weather together. It all seems very nice, it really does. I’ve gotten tons of invites too. But I’ve turned them all down. For some reason I’d rather like to ride through the forrest alone with my horse and feel the wind on my face and in my...

Dimensions

Picture by Frank Lohmann Hi Guys, I wan to talk a little about dimensions. This is a very discussed topic and as far as I can read the theories are endless. When you talk about dimensions you usually talk about 1, 2, 3 or 4 dimensions. The 4 most talked about dimension is to be seen like this: The first dimension is a straight line and everything, that lives here, can only move straight forward or straight back. In the same way it can only see straight forward and back. This means that what lives in the first dimension does not see what it really is, a straight line. However if you live in the second dimension you can move...

Gaining weight

Hi Guys, hope you are having a wonderful day so far. As you probably know I got back from LA two weeks ago. Besides the fact, that I had an amazing time, I also gained some weight. I don’t weigh myself anymore so exactly how many kilos is still unknown, but there are other ways to know. My ass and breasts has gotten bigger. This time especially my breasts. Considering I have always had extremely tiny breasts, this is amazing to me! I am loving it. But it takes some getting used to though. I haven’t been wearing a bra for over 5 years now, so the feeling of something “bouncing” when you run, jump, sit down or even just...

Meditation

Hi guys, so happy to finally write this post. Especially after so many of you have been requesting it. It makes me happy that you actually request me to write about subjects like this! Thank you 🙂 There’s a lot of different ways to meditate and to be honest, when I first started about a year ago, I had no idea what I was doing. I had no idea how to do it either and I got so frustrated because nothing happened. I was so fixated on something mind-blowing happening that I totally lost track of the real purpose behind meditation. I actually stopped again for a couple of months because it just made me irritated whenever I sat down...

Where I buy my weird stuff

Indlægget indeholder annonce links Hi Lovies! I’m back from LA and it was amazing. So sorry for not blogging while I was there. I was so busy living life I didn’t had time for the computer. 🙂 I love the place! The vibe is just something you can’t describe. Well back to this post. I get tons of questions to where I buy my piercings, my clothes, my jewelry and so on. So I thought I’d finally sit down and make a list for you guys for some of the most asked stuff. Enjoy 🙂 This bikini is from to different places. The bottom is from ebay but you can find a similar one on Nelly here. The top is...

My Hair Guru

Hi guys. Hope you are doing great! I’ve been sick the last couple of days, so I’ve been pretty pathetic lol. Still not completely well, but today I managed to drag my ass out of bed to get my hair done. I went to the same hairdresser who did my cornrows, because I wanted something quite special again. Just as the last time, this isn’t a sponsored post. I’m just really amazed by her work and quality – without the prices being ridiculously high! I brought my own hair (for extensions) and got them sewed on in three rows. Then I got 4 handmade dreadlock extensions and 4 braids + 1 feather looking tot of hair. I gave 750 kr,...