My Biggest Fear

As I write this post, a lot of stuff is going through my mind. Do I really wish to actually write this post? Do I really wish to see my biggest fear written down in front of me? Am I giving it life by writing it down? Am I making it real? Or am I letting it go? I don’t know. But it scares me. As a lot of you guys probably already noticed, I am beyond fascinated by the Universe and everything that exist outside and inside of it. I am fascinated by Earth and the human race. So much self-destruction. So much hate. So much sorrow. So much darkness. Yet there’s still so much light everywhere we go....

Being Alone

Hi Guys. I know I’ve been M.I.A. for a couple of months now. Don’t know why actually. Just think my mind has been going through some stuff. But I’m back (for now).. These days I feel a little weird though. The sun is bursting out and people are crawling out to drink wine and eat good food together. The social media is overflowing with pictures, videos etc. people hanging out and enjoying the weather together. It all seems very nice, it really does. I’ve gotten tons of invites too. But I’ve turned them all down. For some reason I’d rather like to ride through the forrest alone with my horse and feel the wind on my face and in my...

Dimensions

Picture by Frank Lohmann Hi Guys, I wan to talk a little about dimensions. This is a very discussed topic and as far as I can read the theories are endless. When you talk about dimensions you usually talk about 1, 2, 3 or 4 dimensions. The 4 most talked about dimension is to be seen like this: The first dimension is a straight line and everything, that lives here, can only move straight forward or straight back. In the same way it can only see straight forward and back. This means that what lives in the first dimension does not see what it really is, a straight line. However if you live in the second dimension you can move...

Gaining weight

Hi Guys, hope you are having a wonderful day so far. As you probably know I got back from LA two weeks ago. Besides the fact, that I had an amazing time, I also gained some weight. I don’t weigh myself anymore so exactly how many kilos is still unknown, but there are other ways to know. My ass and breasts has gotten bigger. This time especially my breasts. Considering I have always had extremely tiny breasts, this is amazing to me! I am loving it. But it takes some getting used to though. I haven’t been wearing a bra for over 5 years now, so the feeling of something “bouncing” when you run, jump, sit down or even just...

Meditation

Hi guys, so happy to finally write this post. Especially after so many of you have been requesting it. It makes me happy that you actually request me to write about subjects like this! Thank you 🙂 There’s a lot of different ways to meditate and to be honest, when I first started about a year ago, I had no idea what I was doing. I had no idea how to do it either and I got so frustrated because nothing happened. I was so fixated on something mind-blowing happening that I totally lost track of the real purpose behind meditation. I actually stopped again for a couple of months because it just made me irritated whenever I sat down...

Where I buy my weird stuff

Indlægget indeholder annonce links Hi Lovies! I’m back from LA and it was amazing. So sorry for not blogging while I was there. I was so busy living life I didn’t had time for the computer. 🙂 I love the place! The vibe is just something you can’t describe. Well back to this post. I get tons of questions to where I buy my piercings, my clothes, my jewelry and so on. So I thought I’d finally sit down and make a list for you guys for some of the most asked stuff. Enjoy 🙂 This bikini is from to different places. The bottom is from ebay but you can find a similar one on Nelly here. The top is...

Dealing With Low Vibrations

HI guys! Ush, am I the only one finding it a little difficult to stay completely on the positive lane during this cold and black January? Well after all this one is going better than all of the other 22 Januarys I’ve had, so that’s always something haha. Sometimes though, I don’t even notice when my vibrations shifts from high and positive to low and negative. How are you suppose to shift it back to positive? Luckily the Universe got your back! You can always, and I mean literally always rely on the universe to tell you which frequency you are currently vibrating on. If you are vibration on a high and positive frequency, you will get smiles from people...

My Hair Guru

Hi guys. Hope you are doing great! I’ve been sick the last couple of days, so I’ve been pretty pathetic lol. Still not completely well, but today I managed to drag my ass out of bed to get my hair done. I went to the same hairdresser who did my cornrows, because I wanted something quite special again. Just as the last time, this isn’t a sponsored post. I’m just really amazed by her work and quality – without the prices being ridiculously high! I brought my own hair (for extensions) and got them sewed on in three rows. Then I got 4 handmade dreadlock extensions and 4 braids + 1 feather looking tot of hair. I gave 750 kr,...

How I self-treated my eating disorder

Hi Lovies. Happy New Year! I know I’m a little slow with the updates, but that’s only because I don’t want to write a lot of random posts without any feelings attached to them. In this one, I want to talk about eating disorders. As some of you may know, I’ve been through it all. A couple of years ago I wrote some posts about my eating disorder, how I tried to recover from it and how I tried to treat it. To be honest back then I didn’t think that I could ever truly get rid of those bad thoughts about food and my body. I thought they would stay with me forever – because that’s what I had...

The Social Media

Today I want to speak very shortly on the subject of social media. We cannot argue with the fact that, for most people, it has become a big part of our lives. In that regard, it also seems to me that lately it has become a huge trend to focus on how scary social media is, how bad of an influence it is and how much it is all a charade… This, in my opinion, is strange. I personally think that social media isn’t “the bad guy”. It creates a perfect platform for you to express yourself, to stay in touch with your family and friends, and to connect with amazing people all over the world – to put it...

Lucid Dreaming

Hey guys. I want to talk a little about lucid dreaming. Lucid dreaming is when you’re dreaming, but are aware that you are dreaming, and it’s not real life. I’ve had several lucid dreams. So far they haven’t been on purpose. Some of them was actually when I had nightmares. In these nightmares I had become aware that it was just a dream, and I could wake up from it whenever I wanted to. So I did, which was kind of nice because these dreams weren’t very pleasant haha. Other times it has been in positive dreams, where I from dream to dream have taught myself how to fly. So good that I can now, whenever I’m dreaming lucid, just...

10 weird facts about me

The other day I realized that I do a lot of weird stuff. And I mean like, stuff that most other people don’t do. I know, because I’ve asked the people around me, and they don’t do the same lol. Would actually love to hear, if I’m not alone with some of these things. So here it comes, 10 weird facts about me: 1. Sometimes, when I’m just standing and waiting for the bus or the metro I, without even thinking about it, find myself twerking/isolating my butt cheeks to the rhythm of the music I hear. This ofc is awkward when I get aware of the fact, that I’m doing it and see other people have become aware too,...